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| well even though i barely write in this thing...im making another one cause some of my homies have an xanga..\its gonna be..
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| well i havent written in forever, but oh well..ive gotten my new copmuter..things have changed a;pt..me n eric were ona break for a while, because i liked richard and eric was flat out being a dick..im still head over heels for richard, but he like wont even talk to me any more and its getting to me like mad, i hate it so much..i love eric, but well richard is older, closer, and will have a license soon..i hate thisssss | | |
| this richard shit keeps getting to me more and more, it sucks so much, me n eric have done nothin but fight alld ay n hes basically tleling me our relatinship is pointless, is this what ive worked on for a year to achieve?...god..i hate this,e veryone just like..dump him, but its not that easy..i love him..i hate being this way, like i used to..im getting more suicidal thoughts like before, nothing matters anymore..i hate life | | |
| ahh..haven't updated this thing in forever..well lifes only gotten liek 293802 times more confusing...i love eric...i do..he means the world to me...but i like richard to..and like i was explaining things to scott n im worried if i dump eric..ill relaize whut hemeans to me n all n want him back, but i might miss out on richard, and scott was like.."hes not going anywhere noelle was his first g/f in high school" and hi n noellel broke up a few weeks ago..yeah..2 days later..hes going otu with bethany, and i get jealous..like if aguy i like..lieks nother girl and doesnt really give a damn about me aanymore..it kills me, i hate that..and thats happening..and kennyd like semi-talking to me again and grr, i love him, he was my first love..ia lwasy will..and ia hte him for that..I HATE BOYS, they make everything worse..rawr...im hungry | | |
| ahh..it's been a few days but yea..emily n tyler havent stopped bitching, tyler imed me last night adn picked a fight, hes such a dumbass, he thinks that since he is "so madly in lovew ith emily" that its ok she screwed another guy and he doesnt care..what an idiot!
ok well i'm going over eric's house tomorrow, yay!..i love that boy..so damn much...
nothing really to write, ive forgotten all that has taken place the past few days, school..a few fights, i mean nothing special | | |
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